Sometimes I wonder

Sometimes I wonder

Sometimes I wonder
Are we truly friends?
Do you truly care for me?
Will you be their till the end?

I've been thinking a lot
If you're really loyal
Show me the proof
Or from this task will you recoil?

If I sinned against god
Would you follow me still?
Or would you have me punished?
What would you will?

If your life was a mess
All falling apart
Could you still think of me?
And wish me well in your heart?

If we were to fight
With hateful words and harsh tones
Would you increase my debts?
Or repay my past loans?

If the world were to hate you
For being my friend
Would you stay with me still?
Or would our friendship end?

If I said that I hated you
In a fit of rage
Would you forget my harsh words?
Or forget me with age?

If I lost everything
All my strength gone
Would you laugh behind my back?
Or would you help me to hold on?

If the road were to split
And we wanted different paths
Could you compromise with me?
Or would you show naught but wrath?

If I felt alone
Would you understand?
Could you see my pain
And know to hold my hand?

If my heart was in a downpour
And I hid my hurt from you
Would you be my guiding light?
And through the rain shine true?

Sometimes I wonder
Could you still love me
Even if I didn't?