These Words I Wanted To Say

These Words I Wanted To Say

My lips are frozen…
Why? My heart is screaming to you, these words I wanted to say.
But I could not make you happy so my heart has died away.
Why? I want to sing to you loud and clear this moment, but the words I’m trying to sing are so twisted and bent. …and it’s snowing…

But I feel so helpless looking for you in this masquerade. I see the smiles frozen on their faces in this fall parade.
Shouts are echoing and all I want to do is scream your name.
Please tear off this mask and see my tears so then you’ll maybe see that all I wanted was for my feelings to be conveyed.
...while I, who loves you too much…
How? I’ve become silent, watching you smile far away.
But I’m still bound behind you by these words I wanted to say.
How? I always wanted to be by your side, but seeing you so happy with him, these feelings I was forced to hide. …is dying…

But I feel so helpless looking for you in this masquerade. I see the smiles frozen on their faces in this fall parade.
Shouts are echoing and all I want to do is scream your name.
Please tear off this mask and see my tears so then you’ll maybe see that all I wanted was for my feelings to be conveyed.

And so the world ends around the two hearts wanting to only be embraced.
By rain.
By snow.
But in the end they had to taste. That life, that love that could not be erased.
But had to be known.
…still wanting to tell you…

But I feel so helpless looking for you in this masquerade. I see the smiles frozen on their faces in this fall parade.
Shouts are echoing and all I want to do is scream your name.
Please tear off this mask and see my tears so then you’ll maybe see that all I wanted was for my feelings to be conveyed.

But I feel so helpless looking for you in this masquerade. I am trying to find you desperately or maybe I’m afraid. Just smile for me one more time I don’t want you to fade. Just let me song to you right now, these words I wanted to say!

…I love you.