I live in forever dream

I live forever in dreams
Turning into nightmares
Is what it seems

Finding my love on the web
Meeting her at the station
Just hoping she isn't crap

Standing there with roses
In the colour red
Hoping these are the ones she choices
So I don't have to regret

Then I see a lady coming to me
Having beautiful black hair
Flowing through the wind, free

And I see her green/grey eyes
through her glasses
where the wind dies

She steps closer and closer by
Till she stands before me
And we say hay

Times went by when we we’re together
Weekends were ours
And our love would be forever

Bad times we had
But we lived through
Because we’re the best couple you can get

But now its silent
And we hardly speak
About what we meant

And then you want to slow it down
I loose the grip
And I loose the crown

The time has come
You say to me
You want to end
You want to be free

I always tried to be the best
Now you want it to end
And I end up last

> Dreaming of you

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Oct 10th 2007

Tags:: angst beyla dream journal life live love priscilla
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This is a poem of a real long time ago just a month after my ex broke up with me. But because it may be to personal about her and me I never submitted it. But its been more then 7months ago now, so I hope its okay with her. Its a bit how things gone between us, out of my point of view. As with most things the change is big that my ex has other thoughts about how things have gone.
I sometimes still think of her... a bit to much for my own health. Because I can get depressed because of it. Luckly there is a great girl from Texas that make me smile most of the time, by talking together and when I think of her, and to be honest that is quite often. But if you knew how beautiful and great she is, everyone would understand why I think alot about her. To bad I live to far away and that there are other obstacles on our way.