My Uplifting Fundamental

My sincerest gratitude goes out to you for putting up with me long enough to go crazy
I know my attitude has been relentless and time-consuming, but please bear with me

Because it will all be worth your while
Just so long as you don't come inside
So please just run away from me
And stomp out all of your fears

What made you think you deserved my hands as your onnly opportune chance at safety?
And what made you think that I owed you reparations for everything in the past that you have given me?
I thought being there was good enough for you.
But somehow you're still empty and everything passes through you.

My life to you is what it seems.
It's your common cold turned widespread disease.

No, You never turned your face away
Oh, You'd always hear what I had to say
So what, You've given up your everything
I walk away, and these are the words I speak

I'm so apologetic to the air that I breathe
I know that I disrespect it and taint it with my greed
I fail to inhale, but there's another part of me.
One that cuts up my being and leaves me lying bleeding
And forces me to...

How come everytime I walk away, you're always there to follow close behind me?
And how come everytime I try to hide from you, you always seem to know just where to find me?
It just sickens me that I can't break away from you
One day you'll be angry and I'll break right through.

You know, I've had enough.
I may have knocked you down, but I won't help you up.

No, You still won't turn your face away
Oh, You still listen to what I say
So what, I took away your everything
I run away, and these are the words I scream

I'm so apologetic to the air that I breathe
I know that I disrespect it and taint it with my greed
I fail to inhale, but there's another part of me.
One that cuts up my being and leaves me lying bleeding
And forces me to...
In a struggle just to...

Breathe!!!

I'm sorry, but I can't breathe.
I'm sorry, I'm suffocating on my conscience.