coffee shop blues

so as some may know, I have applied for a teaching job in China (BODA is the school). Every one day I have off from work, I go to the barnes and noble cafe to write out lesson plans, homework, notes, etc, and it is fun However, that, lately, seems to be the only thing that makes me happy. I've been in this stupid aggravating depressed state -.o I keep counting down the days I go back, IF I go back. The reason for this state to be so severe, is because I don't know if I have the stupid job yet. It's been frustrating me because I am in the dark about it, and it's not like I can take my, hopefully soon to be, boss out to coffee, unless I fly back to China, take a train, and then cab to the campus x.x yeah, not gonna happen.

Anywho, so I kept getting up and down and wandering about the book store aimlessly, while drinking my favorite drink. haha yes, I have a favorite drink at charbucks (I work for their biggest competition, Tully's). It's their black tea with lemon, favoritely unsweetened As I marched around grumpily, I decided I should just draw my feelings, and this, disgustingly, appeared haha! As you an see, I have very long hair (which is driving me mad, haha) and I badly need a hair cut x.x The barista at the counter eventually made my day much better, hence the bottom of the drawing where I am smiling I left in much higher spirits, and am doing fine at the moment.

PS: sorry for the novel