Let It Go...

Let It Go...

Let it go!?

I gave you my soul, my heart, my body
I offered you my life- a life for you to keep- a gift
I worshiped you as if the “devil”, as if you were “godly”
I loved you with all of my being –god, such bullshit

I finally believed “it” was real, my life’s dream fulfilled
You say you cant control “it”, there’s nothing you can do
But if you said “it”, was “it” all a game, that you played, you faked
Its all bullshit-“it” was all a LIE and this cant be true

My death is on your soul, my blood on you skin
A year and ½ all a lie and is this was all you wanted
I was just a toy for your expense, that’s all I’ve been
To see my pain, to see me cry and your soul I wish to be haunted

I have nothing now, nothing to live for, all I had was you
You made me happy again- before I wished only to die
I wanted only and always you, I am only alive now for you
All because of you I AM STILL ALIVE.