I'm a soldier

Finished this today. I love white fur, but had always probs with drawing it. It´s really light I know, but I want it this way. Her fur should look like pure white snow.
I had a rather hard donw yesterday. Never thought that emotions can have such an influence in my life. I always try to ignore them. The only emotions I like are anger and rage. It´s a great feeling to destroy things when you´re bloody angry. *sigh*

A good friend said I´m not weak as I wrote in the description of a pic that I feel so damn useless and weak. She said I´m more than I thought and that I´ll never give up (thanks ribbon ). Yesterday I really wanted to give up. I was damn broken. I felt so useless, so weak. Today it´s a little better. Don´t know why, maybe because I drew a new vent art pic. Yes, this is vent art (no anger and rage this time, Ses? -No, not this time. Dude, you´re so weird!!)
This one word came to my mind as I read her comment for the sixth time. I thought a while abput her words and this white wolf came to my mind as again lay awake in bed. Had to draw her. (yeah, I think about your comments, althoug I am rather slow with replying to them) She´s the counterpart to Shal´ta, still nameless, but beautiful. Direct inspiration from Amaterasu. I want this game but I have no chance to get it. I made her this way, because this game means more to me besides that´s a cool game (with a damn cool soundtrack), but explaining it here would take too long.

Listened to: Ayaka Hirahara - Reset (Ookami OST)
Yoko Kanno - Rise (Ghost in the shell - S.A.C OST)

Thanks to Naryu with helping me with the kanji on the fabrics on her feet. It means soldier, btw.

No crits about the coloring please. I wanted it this way.