Forged Goodbye

This is me guardian angel guy Aismaiaoer, who's... Really not the best guardian angel ever. xD;

Anyways, short thing to make it make sense:
He's not a very happy guardian angel, and a lot of his recent life revolves around suicide and all that. D: It's kinda depressing. Basically, later in his story, he gets a weapon that can actually kill an angel and debates on whether to use it or not, seeing as he's close to losing his wings anyways (his wings have been turning black over time before they just turn to ash, due to the fact he hasn't been doing his job very... "well"). The quote at the top comes from the fact that a lot of the people he was assigned to protect killed themselves, and he'd write suicide letters for them to say good bye to their families to help them cope. >o>;;
Random explanation no one's interested in. xD

Aismaiaoer (c) Resalan