Monster

"I hate you! I HATE YOU!"

You are a Monster.
I know...
I don't have to say it,
Over and over again.
But I am.
I don't want to scream!
Please...
Don't ask me to.

"I said SCREAM, bitch! You hear me? Fucking SCREAM!"

I will,
If that's what you want.
Don't laugh!
That's not funny.
Please, put that down!
Please!
I don't want to die tonight...
Stop asking questions!
I don't know the answers...

"Why won't you leave me ALONE?"

I tried!
I did!
I stopped calling.
I stopped visiting.
I would have stopped breathing.
If you told me to.
Looks like you might.
I'm frightened.
I'm not in your head...
Don't say those things!
You're scaring me!

"DAMN RIGHT, you should be scared!"

Are you on your medication?
I'm not mocking you!
Oh, God...
Don't come closer.
Just listen!
Are you?
WHY NOT?
They weren't making you crazy...
You already were!
You're nuts!

"YOU made me like this! YOU did!"

I didn't...
What are you talking about?
I always loved you.
I did!
I stopped because you told me to!
Back up, love.
You ARE my love!
Can't you see?
I need you...
Please need me...

"I don't want you anymore, you WHORE!"

I'm not a whore.
I slept alone.
Since you fell asleep on me.
And it's a bad dream.
But the tile under me is cold.
Don't make me die.
Why the bathtub?
Oh god.
NO!
I won't!

Please...

You are mine
I still love you
My love
My darling
My world.

My Monster.