A Poisoned Mind

Poison
An empty feeling
As I lay down i stare in wonder
What is this?
Why can't I think straight?
I feel like concrete...
stuck in this hell I call my mind
Illusions...
figures playing in my mind
Something I can't find
Voices echoing in my head
Penatrating my fantasy world
I cannot hide
I am always found by them
That once happy place has turned to shadow
Lights turn on in my mind
I see my nursery from a past life
Only a baby
My parents helpless bodies on the floor dying
A tall dark male figure snickered at them
Accompanied by two other figures
Demons...
these very demons are the ones...
today putting those illusions in my head
They never take the hint that to go away
They just keep coming back
So now I fall into a spiraling vortex of confusion
Whats real?
Whats fake?
But I must fight it all
I know I am not alone...