"Pain?
I don't feel that anymore.
Not after what I have gone through.
I had to watch my first born son get taken away from me. He wasn't even more than a month old.
I had to watch him grow up for 18 long years in the hands of his fucking madman of a grandfather.
I had to tell him the truth and then sit there helplessly as he killed himself before my eyes!
Suffering?
You may ask if I am, and I will tell you that I am not.
I can't suffer, not anymore.
The pain, the agony, and the hell that I have been through has made me change.
Insane?
You may think of me as insane, and I don't blame you.
I am insane, but I don't often show it.
Heartless?
I pried out my heart with my talons, who needs a heart when it can only hold you back?
You may say that a heart breaths life into things.
And I will just laugh in your face and show you my still beating heart in my hand.
Black as my scales, and as deadly as my fangs and talons.
I'm a black hearted bitch, so fuck off! I don't need your fucking sympothy."
-Shadow
Shadow © Jennifer Crenshaw (Me)
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