Sitting Alone

On the other side of pain
there is nothing
On the other side of my heart
there is coldness
On the other side of the phone
their is a girl drifting away...

but you don't notice.

You called me and talk to me
but you don't listen to me
You called me and cry to me
but you ignored my sobbs
You called me and laugh to me
but I can't even crack a smile...

but you just to feel that.

Why do you act like the others
when you promise to be different?
Why do you act like their is only you
when I'm right here...waiting
Why do you act like I don't matter
when you said I am your everything?

So here I am sitting, listeing, brekaing down
I wait for you to open your eyes and to finally see me
See me here sitting all alone, with my twisted smile
I wait for you to shut up and to finally hear
Hear my painful cries that are calling out for you!

Or you can just watch me drift further away from everything...

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Feb 15th 2007

Tags:: angst dark and horror free verse poem romance sonnet youth
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I just wrote this poem from the way i was feeling for a little while now, i just want to be heard by a certain someone and for him to see that i matter and that I am just as important!

Will he finally see, that i'm right here on the other side of the phone?

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Shadow Dinosaur Says:

This is so depressing. I hope your life isn't like this. :(

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zabixa Says:

wow. thats was depressing. the picture of you on the preview.

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SheenaXZelos Says:

:'( that's sad Lindsay *lovely pic though *
I hope you feel better over this situation soon! *super hugs*

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2ndself Says:

Thats such a sad poem :( Lovely picture, who took it? I hope you feel better.
Ps...never bottle things up, as you say...I used to do that o_O, my head was realy screwed up back then...ooh about a year ago and before... I don't even want to think about that now, it was so frustrating to feel so distressed inside and somehow be hiding it from everybody so perfectly T_T

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