whats my name

whats my name

thinking.
over there.
in the corner.
under a rock.
with a dustbunny.
whos winning against me in a game of chess.
slowly frying my brain cells with insanity.
my stuffed animals heads ripped off on accident.
they dont breath anymore.
neither does my pet panda bear.
i buried him in the toilet.
i flushed and it over flowed the bathroom.
my house and the world went under water.
i grew fins and gills and i swam all the way to china.
i got some sushi and said hello to the creator of deathnote.
then i went to check out atlantis.
met a few fish and played some more chess under a rock with the dustbunnies of the sea.
i lost.
i ripped out a chunk of hair.
then i replaced it with coral.
i put on apple sauce makeup and drank a bunch of liquidized carbon monoxide.
i said goodbye to the fish and went to see if god was real.
he was fat.
very fat.
jesus was spoiled.
he didnt like me because he said i was a female.
i thought i was an alien but i guess im a female.
so i went and said hello to some angels.
they hit me with cupcakes and told me to go back to hell.
so i did.
the devil was alot nicer to me.
he wrote me poetry and sang songs with me in his ferari car.
he gave me cotton candy and asked me if i was okay when ever i frowned.
he was a very nice fellow and was as lonely as i.

then i woke up from my dream in a world that hated my guts
but loved me way too much,
ignored me
and gave me way too much attention,
hated my artwork and loved my artwork
hated my poetry and loved my poetry.
then i asked myself,


whats my name again?